Books About and Written by Authors with PTSD & CPTSD

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Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) are both conditions developed after witnessing or experiencing a traumatic event. For PTSD, it only takes one major event to trigger it. For CPTSD, it is a series of traumatic events that occurred over time. Currently, 3.6% of U.S. adults have PTSD and about a third of these cases have a severe impairment on the lives of those with the condition.

While PTSD and its lesser known counterpart are mostly known within the veteran community, the truth is that it can be introduced at any point by any sudden disturbing event or a series of unrelenting events that culminate over time. The most vulnerable populations to develop PTSD are women, followed closely by veterans, and once more by African American and Hispanic populations.

It’s also the subject of many essays, stories, and books, but can sometimes be misconstrued by those with a limited understanding of it. Thanks to continuing research and understanding about PTSD and CPTSD, our understanding of both conditions has expanded thanks to both science and art keeping the conversation going in the right direction, including highlighting creators who talk about their experiences.

I’m not a scientist (and you don’t want me to be), so my contribution is to find the books written by authors with PTSD and CPTSD that are bold enough to confront both conditions at their strangest, ugliest, and maybe even the odd times when it can bring understanding and good into our perspective.

I have included some entries that do not confirm whether the author has PTSD or CPTSD, but includes valuable information to the community. Those entries will be noted.

If you have a suggestion, especially if you wrote a book that fits this list, don’t hesitate to reach out. All links to books will be to the publisher, an indie bookstore, or Bookshop.org to mitigate Amazon and other predatory retailers as much as possible, though if a book is only available on Amazon, I will make the link available.

I intend to, like my other “Mental Illness Books Written by Those With Mental Illness” Series (unofficial name), to add more books as I find them, but figured this is a good starting place. (Updated January of 2026).

Poetry

A Family Thing by Ashley Elizabeth

This full-length poetry collection explores the trauma of childhood sexual assault, navigating the pain and resilience it takes to achieve solace and a sense of self. It is available from ELJ Editions.

Preverbal by Carroll Beauvais

Preverbal by Carroll Beauvais follows the loss of two parents and the consequences of that trauma for the rest of the speaker’s life. The manuscript was inspired by both What My Bones Know by Stephanie Woo and The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk (the latter a somewhat controversial figure in the space despite the very popular book.).

The interview exploring the collection can be found here.

And For Too LOng After by Ellie White

Launching the narrative with the discovery of a gray hair, the eldest daughter reflects on her life so far, not expecting to have made it this long in life. The rest of the collection asks a simple question: is it possible to move on after a haunted past? Published by Unsolicited Press (buy from indie publishers, please!). Buy it here.

Fiction

Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut

Literary Hub calls it the “ultimate PTSD novel,” so it had to be included in this list. The novel follows Billy Pilgrim, a man who experiences his life out of logical sequence due to his time serving in World War II as a soldier and chaplain’s assistant. Each chapter explores a part of his life, except it shifts the reader from birth, to death, to midlife, to obscure parts of Billy’s life. Billy also confronts his line of thinking after being abducted by an alien race called the Tralfamadorians, though their legitimacy is left ambiguous between a genuine experience Billy has and a coping mechanism for his PTSD. The Tralfamadorians view time all at once as opposed to a linear sequence of events. Vonnegut himself served in the military during World War II and suffered from PTSD as a result. Purchase the classic novel here.

The yellow birds by kevin Powers

The Yellow Birds by Kevin Powers is considered one of the greats of contemporary war fiction for its realistic portrayal of loss of innocence and the coping that follows. The main character, John Bartle, experiences intense guilt over a fellow fallen solider. The novel follows Bartle’s own struggles with depression, darkness, memories, and more. Fragmented syntax and intense imagery mimic the experiences of post-war PTSD throughout the book. Powers himself is an Iraq war veteran and drew from his own personal experiences after returning home from Iraq. Purchase now from Bookshop.org.

Post-Traumatic by Chantel V. Johnson

Long-listed for the Center for Fiction’s First Novel Prize, Johnson’s debut novel came out in 2022. The main character, Vivian, is a wildly successful lawyer who advocates for mentally ill patients at a NYC psychiatric hospital. Privately, she battles her memories of her childhood and the realities of being both Black and Latinx in America. The novel is described as sharp survivor narrative.

I cannot find confirmation that Johnson herself has CPTSD, but her love of Plath and Woolf and her dedication to the characters makes me want to include this book in this list for its dedication and seemingly accurate depiction of CPTSD. Read her PEN America interview here. Purchase it here.

Nonficiton & Memoir

What My Bones Know by Stephanie Foo

What My Bones Know by Stephanie Foo is a memoir about Foo’s own long process with healing from significant childhood trauma. At thirty, she has it all, including a lucrative job but still has panic attacks and crying fits every morning at her desk. Her life should be perfect, yet the complications of healing complex trauma take time, effort, and grace for yourself. In an effort to understand herself and her condition, she pursued the limited information about CPTSD from psychologists and scientists while also investigating the role of immigrant trauma within a community.

My Grandmother’s Hands: Racialized Trauma and the Pathway to Mending Our Hearts and Bodies by Resmaa Menakem is a deep dive into how systematic racism causes trauma to not only Black Americans, but White and “blue” (police) Americans, too. The argument is that white supremacy deeply harms us all, and the solution to uproot deeply seated trauma is to triumph over the rhetoric and somatic pressure the ideology puts us all through and to release it.

Menakem has not confirmed a diagnosis of PTSD, but he is highly knowledgeable with a deep understanding of the systemic issues that contribute to PTSD and how the body holds it. He studied at Peter Levine’s Somatic Experiencing Trauma Institute and teaches workshop on Cultural Somatics.

Invisible Storm: A Soldier’s Memoir of Politics and PTSD by Jason Kander

Highly praised by figures like Wes Moore (author of The Other Wes Moore), Invisible Storm: A Solider’s Memoir of Politics and PTSD by Jason Kander is a frank look at the impact of PTSD even a decade later. Kander was prepped for a landslide victory in his mayoral campaign in Kansas City, but withdrew after experiencing the fallout of undiagnosed PTSD. The rest of the memoir is a candid look at Kander’s efforts to recover and face the hard decision of walking away for his own health.

Read the PBS interview here and purchase it here.

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Self-Guided Writing Courses To Make You a Better Writer

There are plenty of reasons why self-guided writing courses work for so many writers. Busy, unpredictable schedules are just a fact of adult life. Some people prefer to learn in the comfort of their home or in a bustling cafe on a Sunday morning. Think of the Hermit, the introspective tarot figure that encourages you to look from within for the answers. No matter where you are in your writing journey, there are many options to supplement your education.

For me, self-guided writing courses provided me a space to learn even when I was bedridden from illness and bored or downright lazy. Visualize me in pajamas with a box of store brand tissues by my side, some tissues shoved up my nose, trying to write a poem in a tiny notebook, then you can believe that learning can be done under any circumstances.

Psst…if self-guided writing courses aren’t your jam or jelly, there’s plenty of other writing class options out there, including in-person, live Zoom, or interactive online courses with other participants. Check out ones that offer scholarships and discounts here.

Self-Guided Courses for Writers

LulLabies & Alarms

Elisabeth Blair offers writing classes and workshops that are self-paced through her website Lullabies & Alarms. Self-guided courses are offered on Wet Ink, the platform for creative writing courses. Right now, she is offering a course called “Our Liminal Minds: Writing from Our Own Galactic Outer Rims” that sounds…SO cool. For $100, you can go through the course at your own pace.

You must email her to register for the course.

Muse Writing & Creative Support

Run by Joanna Penn Cooper, Muse Writing & Creative Support offers several courses per season. On occasion, she’ll throw in a self-guided course through Wet Ink that writers can enjoy at their own pace. They often have great angles and themes, so there’s a direction beyond just your typical fiction or poetry workshop. I was a big fan of The Call: A Self-Guided Course on Creative Witness.

While it doesn’t seem like the site has any available right now, keep an eye out for more opportunities to join a self-guided writing course.

Poetry Barn

Poetry Barn has a barnyard full (yes, I had to) of poetry courses, including self-paced writing workshops. You can even filter the options for self-paced courses on the website. You can choose from topics such as Queer Poetics, 30 Poems in 30 Days, Journaling for Poets, and so much more. Click here to explore your options.

Be mindful when you type this into Google to not accidentally click on the Pottery Barn ads. You think I’m kidding. But I am not.

Hugo House

Hugo House offers a plethora of online and in-person courses for people around the world. Based in Seattle, this nonprofit has so many innovative courses to take and enjoy. With that said, there is only one asynchronous writing course, which is the Writer’s Welcome Kit. You can expect online workbooks, excel spreadsheets, and other resources to get started with your publishing journey.

DIY MFA

It is a truth universally acknowledged that MFAs can be competitive, expensive, time-consuming, heartbreaking, or all of the above. If you are fortunate enough to get into an MFA program that is fully-funded and have the time and means to pursue it, do it. But for many, these programs are difficult to get into or inaccessible for many people.

That’s where DIY MFA comes in. Both a book and a company/concept, DIY MFA runs on three main principles: write with focus, read with purpose, and build your community. While not a true “self-guided course,” the book is similar to this journey, including graduate-level techniques and skills you can use to boost your writing. The website has various articles and resources to focus on refining your craft. The Facebook group hosts events every Sunday evening for those who wish to attend, including curated sessions on certain poets, themes, and more.

If you decide to attend an MFA program later, you already have the skills and tools to upgrade your writing and be prepared for in-depth workshop time.

The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron

Calling this a self-guided course is…bold. I know, I know. It’s more like an experience or a total mind flip. But when writing this blog, how can I NOT include the quintessential artist’s guide to transforming their art, writing, and way of being?

I’ve been seeing this book trending on TikTok even though it was originally published back in 1992. (Yes, that was over 30 years ago.) The verdict is in: it is one of the most influential books for your craft you could own. No matter your craft, any writer or artist can benefit from the gentle affirmations and exercises the book includes.

At the very least, you can take one of its most common and poignant practices: “Morning Pages.” I don’t know of any of my mentors who went a day without morning pages to spill their thoughts and ideas. Give it a try for a week and see how it changes your approach and practice.

Do you Loate Self-Guided Courses? Or JUst Looking for All of your options?

I get it. There are some times in my life when I need someone to be my accountabilibuddy. (Is that the spelling? It’s not a real word, but I’m still concerned.)

If you’re looking for a teacher in the Richmond, Virginia area or are cool with a virtual writing teacher to be your guide, I host many workshops with constructive critiques and personalized feedback from yours truly.

Head on over to my Events & Workshops page to see what I’m currently offering. If you don’t see anything you’d like, reach out to me and we can talk about 1:1 or private workshops for you or bigger groups.

Or if you just want to send me suggestions to add to this list, I’d love to hear from you.

Young Adult Books with Mentally Ill Characters (Without Being All About Their Mental Illness)

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Representation of all kinds of humans is important. In books, there’s been a push to have more characters with accurate representations of mental illness. All too often, books will rely on stereotypes or depict a character with mental illnesses without doing proper research. Stay faaaaaar, far away from those.

On the other hand, there are also plenty of books that make a character’s mental illness the entire focus. While there is nothing inherently wrong with accurate, well-written books with mentally ill characters, sometimes you just want an interesting plot without mental illness being the primary focus. Or you’re curious to see how a mental illness looks when characters have managed it with coping skills or medication. Either way, it’s worth seeing more mental illness representation in new and accurate ways.

Where are the YA Characters with Mental Illnesses That Don’t Dominate the Plot?

Young adult books are often guilty of this. It isn’t wrong or awful to have books that focus on mental illness. Actually, it’s helping push more productive discussions of mental illness into mainstream conversation.

But teens also need books that have characters managing their conditions without it dominating the entire plot.

Thankfully, more books are coming onto shelves and filling that demand. It’s hard to know the accurate number of books with the combination of mainstream and self-published options available, but finding books featuring teens with mental illnesses is getting easier every day. Here are some of my own suggestions when it comes to young adult books mentally ill characters…without mental illness being the focal point of the story.

Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson

This suspenseful, dark academia-themed murder mystery book is perfect for readers looking for a main character with anxiety and panic attacks, but still manages to stay on the case until the very end (warning, it’s a cliffhanger).

Without spoilers, Stevie’s passion for true crime takes front and center in this book, but does not ignore her anxiety. Her experience is very relatable and shows that her entire life isn’t dominated by her panic attacks while being realistic about her struggle. The rest of the book is primarily focused on the mystery at hand and developing the characters…AKA, potential murderers.

Horrid by Katrina Leno

Several characters in the book struggle with anger issues, including the main character Jane. It’s also implied that Jane has pica, or a compulsion to chew or eat objects that are not food. Her target tends to be pages of books or flowers.

Though her anger and grief over a family member’s death make up a large part of the novel, her illnesses are more there as a side note as opposed to the primary focus. The novel leaves room for questions about how much Jane’s conditions may have affected her actions.

Like Truly Devious, we’re left on a cliffhanger-like ending, but there doesn’t appear to be any plans for a sequel. It seems more like an ambiguous ending where the reader decides what really contributes to the events.

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo

The Six of Crows Duology reinvented what fantasy could look like. Bardugo has received well-deserved praise for her fantasy series featuring six astounding characters. Besides tackling ableism from learning disabilities and physical disabilities, Bardugo also masterfully weaves in characters with implied PTSD.

As Alaina Leary wrote in Brooklyn Magazine, “Bardugo writes in multiple perspectives, which does a great deal of justice to her characters’ lived experiences.” This gives all of the characters much more nuance and room to be their whole selves, emphasizing that while disabilities (mental or physical) are a big part of their lives, there is still much more to be seen in their character and the story itself.

Want to see more books like this added to the list?

Keep an eye out for updates and feel free to recommend any books you’ve loved that fit the criteria!